I'm only human

You'll never know how much you love someone until reality strikes you that you might lose them one day. #currentthought

Things change and we are no one to decide for the future. We can plan, but not everything will fall into it's place. Sometimes someone important in your life just fall sick? You want to do something to reduce their sufferings but you have limits and you feel helpless.
All you can do is.. pray? Sigh.

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So recently I received hate from this anonymous saying that I'm being arrogant about my wealth. I usually dgaf but I didn't know why, this issue somehow made me reflect about myself. Am I showing off? What am I showing off? The pictures of nice food? Do I look so rich that people label me as cocky?
I've had my moment and thought about these questions for awhile, and I concluded that

No, I'm not fucking rich.
I do not consider myself poor but not to the extend that I call myself rich. I'm moderate.
I only suppose that I'm the only child so I get more things? But my parents work very hard and I only use their money moderately.
I just invest most of my monthly allowance in getting food.
I don't even buy a lot of new clothes or expensive things. Just besides food.
I wait for sales to buy the things I like.
Everything I share online, is because I am happy and I appreciate the moments. Not because I want to make others jealous.
I'm not boasting nor showing off. I know there are people who might not get the things they want, therefore I'm very grateful for the things I have. 
You only see the happy/enjoyable/good times of me because I can't possibly share pictures of myself crying and sulking and shits okay.
If you happen to be one of them who thinks I'm showing off my wealth, I'd ask you to stop assuming because you're not me. If not, delete/block/unfollow me from your social media, or tell me personally, not telling the world anonymously on how much you are not satisfied with my activities online. :)






Other than that, Happy Holidays!
May God bless you and your loved ones with good health, good relationships and more. x